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I've apologized enough, i wanna tell myself that I've apologized enough.
I don't know if you think I have, but i've apologized as much as i can without hating myself, i told you that i was gonna get better from here on out, and i hope that i will keep my promises to you, like i didn't before when I told you 'if I need you, I don't need you', and then fell on the floor. I'm sorry that I wasted your time.
I'm still gonna miss you, cuz you're gone, and I don't even care if you don't miss me. It's the right thing to feel I think. If you don't wanna see me again, it's gonna be fine in the end, cuz you'll be okay. And I'll be back on my meds.
Now I'm sorry, but I said I won't say I'm sorry anymore, cuz I know we can get past this, we can get past it. But I don't know if I will forgive myself this month or next month or the month after that one. I don't know, I just wanna hear from you at some point later. I just wanna hear from me, the separate boy inside, that I know is for my wellbeing: 'I'm gonna take care of you again.'